2009年10月30日 星期五

Finally


Ever since i reach here, manipal, i am not feeling well, i hv headache, stomachache, back pain, cramps, feeling weak, ...all kinds of symptoms...is like too much of pattern as what siong and eleen said...

Actually i like here so much...i am happy that i m here except that i m far away from home...normally i m happy with busy life... those that know me well will certainly agree on that...so what's the problem now?
I always wonder...

May be i thought that I can adapt fast but i am not...
May be i really miss home but not concious about that...
May be the two month of rest slow everthing down...
May be i really miss him...
May be i am not prepared well to be a medical student..

so much of may be and i know 99% of it is true
is quite late for me to finally notice it now...
Thank God.. i finally get used to it now..after one and a half month

is it too slow..ya quite as compared to my past experience..lol
but this is a nice start...should i call it a start
??

so, let's work hard ...cheer up...dear 78...hehe ...my roll no. in class

2009年10月24日 星期六

My experience at the hospital



This is the entrance of Kasturba Hospital..

Since young , i never like to go to the hospital, i don like to c doctor or dentists at the clinic either, its not bcoz of d smell of medicine or wat...i just don't like to go if not necessary, may be bcoz it gives me the feelings of sadness...but i really like to help those who are suffering, that's why i take MBBS.

As a student here, we have medicare service for free.I had sore throat since i reach IndiA, may be bcoz i was not used to the water, the food and the weather here, so i went to the hospital. Apart from sore throat, the doctor asked if i had joint pain and others complaints or not. Is true that i hd pain all over my body that day. So, for prognosis purpose, they took 3 heparinised vacutainers of my blood and they oso do ECG for me, OMG..how come sore throat can lead to heart problem one..luckily its normal...sweat..

I never go back to consult the doctor after that,coz I am too busy and just don't hv time to go there though it is quite near the university.Till that day my friends went to the dentist for braises.

I always have the wish to do braises so that my teeth can be relocated neatly..
Since i will be studying here in Manipal for 2 and a half years, i decide to consult the dentist here. I saw my blood test in my file..it states that my hemoglobin and HCT levels are low..at first, i don't really border about that..but i have class and practical on blood topics in physiology, then i find out i am a bit anemic and i hv to do something bout it..but i just don't have time to go to the hospital for consultation on that coz i ll spend half a day there if i go , the hospital is owiz crowded and i hv biochem and physio exams, SDL next week. Luckily the parcel that my mum send arrive d..its exactly 14 days as wat postlaju promise. So, i hv d chinese herbs that my mum prepare 4 me...Thanks mummy..I love u..

Talking bout the braises, i had another shocking thing to discover. I always thought that my teeth just not grown in the appropriate position but it is not. The dentist said i have problem because one of my facial bone is slightly inside compared to the normal one, and to fix everything i have to gone through a surgery called orthonagtics, it ll invovle plastic surgeon also cause is the bone that they are going to relocate not just the teeth. If i go for the surgery, i ll look better with my bone in right position but my face ll change a bit..they said i can consider first, if not they ll just put braises on my teeth.

OMG!!!Am i going to do plastic surgery in India. I asked some of my friends, some says since it is so cheap and i can improve my image, don't waste the chance, but some say it is not that complicated, just straighten the teeth will do..some say they ll miss how i look now if i go...

Actually, i really don't want to be more beautiful or what, i just satisfied with how i look now, plus surgery ll owiz related to complications and consequence effects, so i decide to do braises only..

Its hard to belive...what will be the consequence if i go for the surgery...lol...who knows????^^

2009年10月22日 星期四

乃敢与俊绝

因为爱上你的爱,所以,梦着你的梦,幸福你的幸福,悲伤你的悲伤

我欲与俊相知,长命无绝哀,山无陵,江水为竭,冬雷震震,夏雨雪,天地合,乃敢与俊绝

朱唇轻点诉东风,
泪烛笑看明月浓,
春雨无情催花落,
千丈红尘始作终。

指间沙 过往
何妨 一页泛黄 一句一伤
烟水茫茫

是 太过痴妄
问 何谓炎凉

归雁尽 尽杯觞
繁花盛 何处潇湘
红尘倦 爱过这一场
相望 相忘

舞如殇 谁身旁
谁又将 月色洗成悲伤
征鸿望 低眉谁目光
一生一世的长

轻雾敛 翩跹
经年 月华如练 一如从前
此情难却
是 太过留恋
问 何谓永远

冷袖翻 曲声咽
水中月 任明灭
缘生浅 为谁空执念
相忆 相诀

绮楼月 千金阙
昔年约 风几过催落叶

若回首 红妆黛眉浅
相携 落花如雪

我怀疑


人生总是有一些些东西再重复着

逃避的问题总是会一再被提起

真的可以隔着不管吗?

真的会船到桥头自然直吗?

有些事情可能用一辈子都不能改变的

真的要那么无奈的活着吗?

放手会舒服

还是束缚

我怀疑


每天总是微笑道再见

真会再相见吗?

还能再说多少次再见

我怀疑


选择了就不可以反悔吗?

谁说的?

遵守承诺就可以到永远吗?

天知道

还能再反悔,再选择,再反悔,再选择

重复着?

我怀疑

2009年10月17日 星期六

明月照紅塵











































唱 殷正洋
詞 余欣蓓
曲 余政憲



紅塵萬丈歲月悠悠眼前逝  明月依舊清亮照四方
悲情與創傷 終有休止時   是非恩怨兩相忘

浮世離亂回首已是百年身  悲歡離合彷若夢一場
最絢爛人生幾度天涼秋  最徬徨命運猶見天光

夜未央  是誰在記憶長廊中竟難忘
往事的綠苔已斑剝
春花已枯黃  儷人淚兩行
青絲白髮猶記少年傷

穿越夜色的長階  人間月映千江水
一覺有情離捨萬種痴  萬種痴
慈悲智慧長相隨  心存感恩天地開
笑看人生往事一轉眼

穿越夜色的長階  人間月映千江水
一覺有情離捨萬種痴  萬種痴
慈悲智慧長相隨  心存感恩天地開
看人間 有明月照紅塵

天上星星数不清


天上星星数不清

个个都是我地梦

纵然有几片云飘过

遮不住闪亮亮地情

心串串 心怦怦

脸儿红

都是为了你

是你到我的梦里来

还是要我走出梦中





















池里浮萍数不清

片片都是我的梦

纵然有几阵风吹过

拂不去浓又密的情

心串串心怦怦脸儿红

都是为了你

盼你的心和我连成一串

一生一世不分离

2009年10月15日 星期四

DreAM


It does not matter much whom we live with in this world, but it matters a great deal whom we dream of.
Willa Cather (1873-1947)


Every day and night

You are in my dreAM

Even when I was awake

Is this dream

that bring me nearer and closer

deep inside

the bottom of thoughts

like the stars shine at night

they unite

and form a line

from mine to yours

just like what u say

now or then

near or far

lovin' you

that is my answer

2009年10月3日 星期六

中秋


中秋佳节庆团圆,但我却离家这么远,从坐飞机到达车摇摇晃晃,漫长的的路途,风尘迫迫到了异乡求学,才知道回家的路可以这么远的。

今天真是繁忙的一天。早上上课半睡半醒的,然后还要加节,过后还有帮学长做SURVEY,然后急急忙忙跑到蛮远的警察局拿RESIDENTIALPERMIT,当了将近一个月的非法移民总算拿到居留证。

一整天都下大雨,全身除了雨水还有被溅到的烂泥,我才惊觉我真的在印度了。

不过开始喜欢欣赏这边的雨,坐在餐厅里,望出去,雨一下向左一下向右,千变万化。而我也很快学会了感受风的方向,要不然可会拿着雨伞却淋得像落汤鸡.

这个中秋恐怕也看不到月亮了,所以根本就没有什么外国月亮比较圆的。月亮姑娘啊,还真是很挂念你叻!