Can I set fire to the rain?

The first post of this new year..

I thought i have a new year resolution , I thought I can make it starting from the very first day..

so what now?? i don't even know am i suppose to be sad now??

what i know is I am hurt, again, once again..

though it won't be like those time, though as if it won't hurt..

I am just too disappointed to myself, I am angry that I have that feeling once again..

Please, don't .. my dear friend, don't approach me again if you were to hurt me again..

I don't want to be hurt, again and again..

This feeling is too sucks!!! Just as the lyrics ... Adele-- Set Fire to the Rain

My hands, they're strong

But my knees were far too weak

To stand in your arms

Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you

That I never knew, never knew.

All the things you'd say

They were never true, never true,

And the games you play

You would always win, always win.