Pain

What is pain?

It has been a longtime i haven't be in so pain...

God..

Bring me with you...

I thought i can stand it

But

I can't...

Nothing will be eternal

But i still think this pain will keep on and and on

forever

why should i suffer this??

Why ....me...

the desire for me to be with you again...

seem so deem

the light that you have shown

can't stop thinking of you

make my pain persist

damn...

why should i be like this

i hate myself

because

i love you

it has been a while

i forget about the pain

i thought i am strong enough

but

i am not

it's hurt

it's severe

it's no way back