为俊拂青丝

烦俊为我拂青丝

却是青丝为俊拂

长夜念念为俊思

送俊千里终一别

望俊莫忘真情意

相隔两地心相依

There is no rain tonite

There is no rain tonite

i thought i ll never cry

but my tears still alive

though 4 u i can die

but i rather die than cry

give me back my smiling eyes

very hard i try

but sorry i cant say bye

守候

这一生有梦

但愿你能懂

路再长

我仍为你守候

Depress

i feel unsatisfied

i feel depress

everything just not in good manner

hutan lost d

jun fly d

i ll hv to fly soon

tvxq r facing with contract case

jun's family don seem to like me

i don like myself either

i wan 2 gt my mind heart n soul to b free

god please help me

guanyin pusha i pray hard to u

i wan to shout out loud

i wan to cry

but i hv promise someone

very important

i cant

songs, music, sutra

or

sleep, eat, watching tv

still i feel mess up

keep on saying

cheer up
cheer up

but just cant help

ahrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

mayb tis can help

shld i bcum

wu qing again?

shld i?

can i?

y m i so useless?

cant stand my self

u r useless
useless
useless

run
run
run

gambateh!!!!

fighting!!!!

i love u!!!!

finaLLY gt my a-levels results

thank God

is15!!!!

congrats to all my frens as well

now waiting

waiting to fly

i believe i can fly...^^

everything shld b ok

lalala....

yesterday i compose a song..

quite weird to sing it out..

but nice playing with chinese flute...

miss orchestra very much..

later will miss home oso..

have to enjoy to the fullest this few days...

Goodbye my love...

wait 4 me

n...

INDIA!!!!

i m coming^^

Long time not drop by here oredi...paise la...

this whole month i have gone through lots of new and interesting experience...

i have been to BTN...for those who dont know is birotatanegara...its fun and i met lotz of cool ppl there....

just cant believe a-level is over...now waiting for result...hope everything will b fine...

another great newz is my form five classmate juz get married today...really hard to believe..bt its true...hope love and happiness will surround her everday and nite...
ConGratz....my dear POOiYee...Her husband is from Pahang...don't know till when v can meet again...miss u...

也许无情真不应该动情。

我该怎么办？

我爱错了吗？

救我！

快要死掉了！

我了解你的苦衷。。

但

又有谁了解我呢？

u should know...

i do all this for u..

u should know...

i can die for u..

but..

u don't know...

u ll never know...

i have cry a river for u

n ll never cry again ...

forever....

i never know the truth...

till today..

u will never know how much i love u ..

its enough when i know u love me...

really...

love ...

its hurt...

by sure...

i ll prove it..

my heart ll go on...

n die...

finally...everything ends...

thank god it ends in a good manner...

today i have done my interview in Melaka Manipal Medical College...

They ask quiet simple question...

its quiet weird that my session end so fast...i just talk to them 4 bout 8 minutes but others are mainly 10 to 15 mins..

hope its fine...

The campus is beautiful...i love the sport complex...with inviting swimming pool. sauna room, dancing floor, gym...quiet like a resort...

thanks to our senior there...Ning Xin...she is from intec also ALM5...

The first thing that attract me is the lotus pool in front...its purple...its serene...its beautiful...


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Don't know Why...i feel scare...

i suppose to feel relief...

not b'coz of interview..
not b'coz of a-level..
not b'coz of him..
not b'coz of BTN of course,,,

its b'coz of myself..
when everything ends i lost my destination
i am scare of the uncertainty in the future..
although everyone say i can..
although i think i can oso..
but
still..

i am scare..

may be i am juz not enough sleep...
hope everything ll b fine 2mlw...

昨天，今天，明天

时间真是个无情的怪物，昨天，今天，明天

昨天，文俊还在我家

今天，我们搭巴士回S。ALAM

明天，我将会到马六甲面试

一眨眼，两年时间就这样过去

人，是贪心的。。

才过两年

就又期盼着

再过两年

才刚别离

就又渴望着下次的重逢

所以

每天都要打起精神努力地活着

这是俊秀说的。。

嘉佩，加油吧！

终于。。一切度已到了尾声。。

我有许多不舍

许多不确定

许多彷徨

我知道我必须往前

我知道我可以办到

我相信你

我相信我自己

不会忘记

直道永远永远。。。

The sky

is raining...

I

am leaving..



With friendships

we pass through

peaks and troughs


With love

we shall remember each other

Anyeong...

Sayornara

Bye

Selamat tinggal...

blok #3

Our beloved block 3...


The volley ball court that we use to practice ~colours of the wind~

Memories...

Cemara






Hostel...

Last Day..

Finally...here come ...the last day in INTEC,UiTM...

Seems like everyday in the past two years..i have been longing 4 today to come...

Not that i dislike this place...of course every student is aiming to graduate...just that when today is today...i have somekind of feeling in my heart somewhere that shows that i actually fall in love with this place...

the first day i come ... i have lots of aims...Thank God that i can fulfill most of it...i never waste my time here...

There are lots of sweet memories here...

Apart from studying...

i make valueable friends here..

my classmates

my roommates

my housemates

my dancemates

my lecturers

...

Remember the moment we cook, we jog, we sing, we dance, we perform, we party, we do choral speaking and be the champion..

Not to forget also the time we laugh, we joke, we chit chat, we gossip, we make fun, we quarrel but getting know each other better then...

Although its a bit sad to say goodbye to all this...still everyone need to move on to achieve what we want...

All the best to everyone for your future undertakings...

I'm actually looking forward to meet u all then...may be five years, may be ten years...by then each and everyone of us will be different...

as a doctor

as a pharmachist

as an engineer

as a lecturer

as a biotechnologist

or

as a father or mother....

hope we all get to achieve goals in life...

cheerSSSSS!!!!!!!^^

你说
上天给你丰盛的活水
装满了水瓶
内里有泪结成的晶
远在天空亮晶晶

你说
一尘不异于世界
世界不异于一尘
没有小爱
大爱又如何得以完成
缘分就像绿光
错过了就是等待的无尽时光

无情

无情可以有表情无情可以有情绪
有情可以没表情有情可以没情绪
无情亦有情有情亦无情矣！

无私的爱

一眼万年

还是
一见钟情

承诺
毕竟希望
一生一世

看似
虚构又飘缈

却也
真实且真心

患得患失

无我无他

无望无欲

无私的爱。。。

无情

何谓有情？
何谓无情？
无情亦有情，
有情亦无情。

无情正是有情的最高境界矣！

you say
you need some time

you say
you need my support

you say
you are clear

you say
you can

you say
trust me

you say
you love me



I say
i can wait till you are ready

I say
i'll always suppport you till i died

I say
thank god you are clear and so am i

I say
i believe you can and i can too

I say
I trust you more than myself

I say
I LOVe you too.....

My answer

this
is my answer

to be by your side
everyday and night

the only answer
just the two of us

never regret
never change
my love

don't doubt
i am sure

don't care
what will happen

my heart will go on
my heart will be just for you

like what you say
until death bring us apart

till
eternity...

iN lOvE

Last weeek is a very special week for me....because someone very special shown up...i never know that i am love by other people...i can't believe someone actually confess to me...oh my god...what can i do?

i suppose to be studying hard for my a-level exam....i suppose to be concentrated....why me?

thank you very much for what you have done...i really appreciate....

can't believe i am so soon in a relationship...thank God for sending me such a good person...

can't believe i am actually in love...miss him as soon as he disappear from my sight....want to see him every day and night...

i am in love...

故事

今天早上跟妈妈去了一趟巴刹，从小如果没有上学，或是能够在周末的早上早起，都会到巴刹。今天再旧地重游，感觉即熟悉又陌生。熟的是一样的场景，一样的人，一样的对白; 陌生的是，陈旧的街道，苍老的人们。。。不知不觉，时间就这样，在所有人与物的身上留下了痕迹。

今天遇见了许多熟悉的面孔，但，他们都似乎认不出我来，也或是人老了记忆会衰退，耳朵和眼睛都不灵敏了。。唉！~真感叹岁月的无情。。

在这小小的市区里头发生的故事，可真多，多得我曾经立下心愿要用一生的时间将它叙述。

我想全天下除了一些特殊的例子，不会有我经历的一般。或许，我的故事，就是其中的特殊例子吧！在这小小的市区，不会有人不晓得有我这一家姓钱的。是因为这姓氏罕见，再加上每天免费序拨的是是非非，就如电影般曲折离奇，甚至连最佳奥斯卡电影都不及的剧情，让人为之心寒。

家里发生的一切，让我只能在像今天这样的巧合下到巴刹，才能看见爷爷奶奶，姑婆等长辈。看见他们苍老的模样，让我百感交集。。可能是因为在心中对于我们的歉疚，奶奶总爱在别人不留意的情况下把几张钞票塞到我手中。可能不了解发生在我周围的事的人会觉得很奇怪，但这，对于我来说，已经习以为常。也许这么做会让他老人家的心好过一点，所以我已学习不对这事做出任何反应，只微微笑点点头以表感谢。唉！真是无奈。。为什么一个老太婆要对自己的孙子表现一点关爱也要偷偷摸摸的。。

我的故事，一直在走着，过去的过去，现在的现在，未来的未来，过去的还未过去，现在就是现在，未来未来未来。。。